eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I'm probably going to go back to lurking because my mental health is absolute dogwater rn
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I'm probably going to go back to lurking because my mental health is absolute dogwater rn
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
honestly I am almost certainly doing things wrong but I'd rather be encouraged to do the right thing instead of continuing to be shamed out of everything to the point where I hate myself
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I don't have any "wrapped" summaries to show any of you but you'll definitely be seeing me at the posting through it awards
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
you gotta either have solidarity for people with zero social skills, people who are sex/kink repulsed, people with mental health issues, and people who don't want to deal with "transandrophobia" discourse, or you gotta get out. period
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
ok I'm kinda fed up with everything and want to carve out a safe space. if you think that me not liking porn/certain kinks means that I think they should be banned then get off my profile. if you're trying to put me on a side in a controversy that I have no stake in then you should leave too
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
(I know I'm saying this on the "polycules defederating from each other" website, I have no defense for that)
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
don't get me wrong, there were some really good ideas behind it, but if you weren't a horny kinkster that was part of at least one of the three polycules on the site then you were going to feel left out
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I'll stand by my opinion that cohost kinda sucked actually because it was mostly just an exclusive club that also incidentally let other people hang around in their orbit
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
honestly speaking I could just be not used to a thing I like a lot being popular and having zero experience with actually curating stuff
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
that being said. yeah whatever I can be relatively weird too. I wish to be snuggled by all sorts of creatures (platonically)
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
the mark of a real one is if you like venipede and whirlipede too I think
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I mean there's nothing wrong with being Freaky About It but there seems to still be a gaping void in "people who think it's just a big doggy that you can hug and pet after shredding through a battle"
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I mean it's cool that there are more scolipede likers out there now in the wake of the latest pokemon game coming out but all my searching for it makes it look like people are in it for the porn or the guy that has one as his ace which. man I'm either on the wrong side of things or I just can't catch a break out here
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
apologies for the posts lately, I'm way in deep with a really bad bout of social anxiety. I'm expecting this to continue for a while, if you want to talk about it then you can always DM me
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I have sooo much social anxiety over being ghosted and everyone being upset with me and being on thin ice with them someone help me out here
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
my entire social life is trying to prevent this from happening at this point so I'm always either hiding in shame or begging people to tell me if I did something wrong
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
it's quite simple really
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@quat the video in question (game gets ruined at 18:15) https://youtu.be/Qv5u-hKFzhA
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@quat there's always That One Hypebro in these videos. I recall a video where a bunch of gamedevs got one hour to work on the same game with no context except for the project files from the one that came before them and it was shaping up to be really cool and then this guy who really wanted to show off his AI Unity Plugin decided to replace half of the game's graphics with AI generated ones and it looked so tacky and mismatched and awful
Or: recounting the tiring saga of getting my car's battery replaced.