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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@nelson I wouldn't say that it was porn, it was more of a "someone else considered this to be normal but it's a boundary for me exacerbated by me not wanting to be associated with that kind of thing just because I like something else" situation
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proto-post-naïve timmy 
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i forgot NFSU:2 had the spiderbait black betty, time to put on my worst playlist
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@driftini I cannot overstate how having a car is practically required in most parts of north america
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@driftini yeah it is Very common to be stuck in an area with zero public transit that requires you to cross roads with traffic moving at around 40-50mph (65-80km/h) over here. not to mention how many of these stupid gigantic lifted pickup trucks and SUVs with LED headlights that blind you are
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
if I'm going to be weird about something and I'm fine with people engaging with it then I'll say it out loud. if I'm going to be weird about something and I don't want people engaging with it then I'm not going to talk about it. don't send me kink art please
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I will admit that I've been super defensive because I really do not want to be "I know what you are"-d over liking a certain pokemon. I was sent TF art unsolicited twice last year because of it and I'm still very uncomfortable about it
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
this is why Real Steel (2011) is one of the best movies ever
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
ok I should probably like. stop self isolating now that I've realized that I'm doing it again and that's a bad thing but what the hell do I even do at this point, nearly all of my posts lately have been complaining/snarking/venting and I have nothing exciting to balance it out with
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@DoruDoLasu for literally anything at this point
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I'm gonna be honest I can't ever be sure if everyone is upset with me or not so I end up assuming they are by default
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I still feel isolated and really terrible about myself :(
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I wish people legitimately liked me but I know I don't deserve that
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
also I just straight up can't find people through the ones that I already follow anymore. everything seems to be concentrated on people that I had a falling out with because I acted stupid around them and/or people that post stuff that makes me uncomfortable. sigh
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I honestly feel like I should follow more people that I like but I hit rock bottom so hard that a year later I still don't really know anyone and don't feel safe enough to know if someone isn't trying to stay away from me
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
or even knew who to talk to!!!
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I think it would be nice if I had topics to talk to people about
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
being the kind of guy who's trying to be a more accepting person and also the kind of guy that is hopelessly attracted to drama at the same time sure is a combination
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
oh GOD linux tech tips is real https://youtu.be/mfv0V1SxbNA
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@rubyrubedo I think I proposed hazymaze.cafe for what would eventually become lethallava.land if anyone wants to take that one
Or: recounting the tiring saga of getting my car's battery replaced.
