eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I think I need to be at least 50 miles away from any form of discourse at any given time because if any of it shows up on my radar I can and will get consumed by it as my brain constantly obsesses over what the Right Position To Take is
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I'm $40 lighter but I bought the big walk soundtrack since I've been listening to it through youtube a bunch. it's so good
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I could stand to be more tolerant of stuff that makes me uncomfortable but I'm also in emotional hell at the moment and don't want to add even more stress on top of that so maybe eventually
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
CPTSD 🫠
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@j0lol honestly yeah I really like the visual style of beOS/haiku's icons
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I'm looking for a change of pace on my desktop. does anyone have any nice looking linux themes/icons to share with me
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
"react native" no it isn't. that is a colonizer sent by the javascript empire
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
learning social skills when you're a sheltered autistic adult is a constant trial by fire. oops you screwed up someone hates you forever. now another one. you're on everyone's blocklist now. try to keep up
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
there's even a cool little app that will let you post to your website like it's social media but it's iphone only for now 😔
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
might look into https://hypertemplates.net, seems like it might be a good choice for me to get out of static site generator tech debt hell
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
some very interesting decisions in this windows xp icon set that I downloaded
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I think I know why light themes kinda suck now and it's because it's mostly just pure white at this point. like please use a lot more grays and maybe add a reddish tint to make it a little easier to look at
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
what the hell that new kirby game looks awesome. definitely considering picking it up
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
freakin roaches man
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
[clears throat] unfortunately,
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
trying to nudge my coworkers into giving me a more reliable schedule instead of assigning me stuff whenever because I am both autistic and someone who wants to take a break during the workday for once in his life without inconveniencing everyone else
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
wondering if I should just ask someone to come up with an OC for me. all I ever really do is draw cobalt a million times and I think people are getting a bit tired of it. and I might be tired of it too
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I get the dumbest intrusive thoughts sometimes. "I could knock this glass off the counter and it'll shatter everywhere" ??? for what purpose
Or: recounting the tiring saga of getting my car's battery replaced.
