eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I really need to scream and cry about it in all honesty but nobody's around to listen right now. Ugh
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I really need to scream and cry about it in all honesty but nobody's around to listen right now. Ugh
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Leonie
@cheesegoblin@plasmatrap.com
tf did i do
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@sneexy thanks
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
dude I have been so dunked in the sauce that people get lost in that I'm confused. can someone bring me up for air
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Mastodon Engineering @MastodonEngineering@mastodon.social
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@MastodonEngineering I answered the survey, but just to give my thoughts on the matter:
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
honestly I'm just burnt out as hell. I got ostracized for being Wrong multiple times and ever since then I've been panicking and stumbling over myself just to try and not be wrong and now I'm tired and afraid of talking to people. I need a lot of rest and to be accepted and other nice things
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
discourse made me have a mental breakdown again 👍 social media sucks
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I know I probably look crazy for posting that last thing on main but I'm tired of struggling with this kind of discourse privately. I need to blow the lid right off of that one and ask for help because I just want to do the right thing here
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
like oh my god. I'm trying to be accepting and tolerant of people and listen to their concerns. but I'm constantly being bombarded by intensely mixed messages and people convincing me to come over to their side and I'm just tired. I just want answers
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
ok can I be real. I'm coming from a (thankfully distant at this point) right wing background and I'm trying to be a better person about it but I have been thrown every single possible take about "incest and pedophilia as a kink and not actually doing that is okay/bad" and I am just really confused and sick of it. like if I knew what the hell all this is coming from then I'd have a better position but my brain has been so unfathomably melted by trying to meet people where they are that I'm just stuck in some crazy spiral trying not to shame people
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memes from outside fedi/atmosphere @nonfedimemes@wetdry.world
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
GUYS THEY UPLOADED IT EARLY https://youtu.be/Ub2yndMZAnM
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enderman0125
@mudkip@wetdry.world
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
Theyre going to mark me purple on shinigami eyes
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
wondering how many people have gone "wow, mask off" at me behind my back because I said stuff out of genuinely not understanding that I was being ignorant
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@chirpbirb top 10 content warnings
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@mudkip It is better to eat Niqiu on the ground, than to eat it in the sky.
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@esm that would hurt I think
Or: recounting the tiring saga of getting my car's battery replaced.