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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I'm desperate. I feel like I'm stranded and I don't know if any of the people that I talk to are silently giving up on me. can I even trust people anymore???
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I don't know what's socially acceptable, I don't know what people want from me, I don't know what it takes until I can be safe around someone else. I'm stressed out and lonely. I just want to be able to talk to people without constantly worrying about if I messed up yet again
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
man screw it it's vent post o'clock. I don't know what people want me to be anymore. every single freaking time I try to be myself I just get thrown to the curb and now I'm afraid of talking to people because I'm inevitably just going to end up losing everyone I meet
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
also the near constant rejection. that's why I keep explaining myself on main I feel like I have to run PR for myself constantly or else It'll Happen Again
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I feel like I cannot overstate enough how much the stress of constant instability and moving over the past 4ish years on top of being a neurodivergent adult with relatively little social skills have severely influenced my behavior
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
We gotta kill React Native, websites and apps should be two separate things
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
opened sonic heroes in an emulator and I clipped through the floor in the second stage we're so back
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I've officially reached the stage of moving where I no longer have my desktop computer hooked up. godspeed
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
RE: https://flipboard.com/@people/all-stories-l1gknn9dz/-/a-uDWGhMChRHOhGgbI4t22mQ%3Aa%3A13096440-%2F0
yeah that smiley face dork definitely didn't see THAT coming
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
either that or stenzek really needs to take an anger management class
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
god bless annoying people for making duckstation really stupid to install on linux
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@rockman not much has changed but we live underwater
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
no way
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
Breaking news. Youtube poop land just announced that they're renaming their currency to the pinga
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I should probably stop talking about this but it's honestly hard when this nonsense has latched onto literally everything that I enjoy like a parasite
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
listen I know I'm beating a dead horse here but it genuinely does feel like people who use AIs to code everything do not value anyone else's time. you file a bug report and they immediately start pestering you with this Brand New Fix every five minutes. maintain a project and you get inundated with so many pull requests and really verbose security disclosures. god forbid someone wants to take a break these days
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
doing some late night packing... put nearly all of my video game consoles into a box (aside from my old nintendo switch which I'll probably have to bubble wrap or something)
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I'm going to bring sweeneyposting back somehow
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
Crazy news for AI? Just posted on Tim Sweeney's Twitter account: "I'm Tim Sweeney, I'm the founder of Epic Games 
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@tera oh that's actually evil what the hell lmao
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