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crappy mental health and self esteem really does turn you into a meme like I have genuinely come really close to deleting my accounts several times. I've done the "change my avatar to a completely black square" thing at least once. if something that I do ever gets popular someone's going to find my account and start clowning on all the mental breakdowns I've had

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🔁 Xbox 370 boosted

Every time I see people clamoring for the internet to be like it used to be before, I cannot help but wonder if they’re also thinking of fixing an issue from the old internet, which is that the world in “world wide web” often looked like this.

EDIT BECAUSE I CAN’T BELIEVE I HAVE TO SAY IT: This map was meant to be an interpretation of the internet as it was in a vaguely remembered past, and was NOT intended to be a detailed, deeply researched, accurate representation of internet availability at any precise date.

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it's super easy for my brain to just latch onto something and fall into an anxiety spiral for literal months/years. I'm not sure what the medical term for this is but I haven't really found a good remedy for this yet

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@irina for me it's just that I have an annoyingly inconvenient setup. the tv in my room is a bit too high, I have to sit on my bed without any support for my back, it's badly insulated in my apartment so it gets really hot/cold in here depending on the season, and also I have a job

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trapped in a holding pattern where I watch youtube videos about physical media instead of like. using the physical media that I bought for the very purpose of not rotting on youtube dot com

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I'm just going to kind of keep my head down and keep my distance from people unless they reach out. I don't really want to get up in people's faces if they feel that I've disrespected them and don't really consider us to be on good terms

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it turns out that feeling like everything that's wrong in your life is your fault makes you snap eventually. but I'm also scared that I've been treating everyone wrong

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Or: recounting the tiring saga of getting my car's battery replaced.