eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
ok I should probably like. stop self isolating now that I've realized that I'm doing it again and that's a bad thing but what the hell do I even do at this point, nearly all of my posts lately have been complaining/snarking/venting and I have nothing exciting to balance it out with
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@DoruDoLasu for literally anything at this point
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I'm gonna be honest I can't ever be sure if everyone is upset with me or not so I end up assuming they are by default
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I still feel isolated and really terrible about myself :(
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I wish people legitimately liked me but I know I don't deserve that
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
also I just straight up can't find people through the ones that I already follow anymore. everything seems to be concentrated on people that I had a falling out with because I acted stupid around them and/or people that post stuff that makes me uncomfortable. sigh
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I honestly feel like I should follow more people that I like but I hit rock bottom so hard that a year later I still don't really know anyone and don't feel safe enough to know if someone isn't trying to stay away from me
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
or even knew who to talk to!!!
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I think it would be nice if I had topics to talk to people about
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
being the kind of guy who's trying to be a more accepting person and also the kind of guy that is hopelessly attracted to drama at the same time sure is a combination
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
oh GOD linux tech tips is real https://youtu.be/mfv0V1SxbNA
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@rubyrubedo I think I proposed hazymaze.cafe for what would eventually become lethallava.land if anyone wants to take that one
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I'm constantly hyped up on 500mg of stupid
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
it wouldn't have looked like skype. it would have looked like xfire
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
the thing about all of these "discord in the 2000s" recreations is that they don't realize that everything would have insane CGI chrome assets and fins everywhere because it's a Gamer App™
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@blueb dreamcast 2
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I could remake ytpmv elf if I wasn't too sex repulsed to get the original daily dose gif
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
dude I'm probably blocked by thirty different people because I whined about something in the past
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
u2 - how to dismantle an atomic bomb is a pretty mid album but I do appreciate the little "miss you sugar" hidden in the inner ring on the back of the CD
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
look I'm trying to see someone about my mental health but clearly sitting on my paperwork for several weeks straight before even reaching out about scheduling an appointment is way more important to them
Or: recounting the tiring saga of getting my car's battery replaced.
