Xbox 370 @eblu@wetdry.world
ok I don't want to say much right now because I need to think about things but yeah that mental breakdown was inevitable with the way that things have been for me
Xbox 370 @eblu@wetdry.world
ok I don't want to say much right now because I need to think about things but yeah that mental breakdown was inevitable with the way that things have been for me
Xbox 370 @eblu@wetdry.world
I'm not feeling well
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Xbox 370 @eblu@wetdry.world
This is a warning I don't deserve any of what I have
Xbox 370 @eblu@wetdry.world
I'm an abusive jerk who doesn't care about boundaries. Don't talk to me.
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Xbox 370 @eblu@wetdry.world
I'm probably fake friends with most of y'all anyway I might as well leave before it blows up in my face again
Xbox 370 @eblu@wetdry.world
I'm going to be honest I'm pretty sure all of my relationships are just me using people for a personal goal. I don't respect people. I think I need to just delete my account or something at this point
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Xbox 370 @eblu@wetdry.world
caring too much about the success of mastodon/the fediverse has given me some kind of brainworm and I need some sort of rehab for it 😔
Xbox 370 @eblu@wetdry.world
honestly if you see me glazing activitypub or any social protocol again then you gotta just shush me and tuck me into bed and surround me with comforting things because I'm clearly not okay and need a break from life for a bit
Xbox 370 @eblu@wetdry.world
I'm very tilted today, going to cool it with the posts
Xbox 370 @eblu@wetdry.world
I'm probably mean about this but you would be too if you suddenly ran into something that made you a bit uncomfortable so many times that you feel like you have to go nuclear
Xbox 370 @eblu@wetdry.world
also being someone who really isn't comfortable with all the candid sex/kink stuff and trying to maybe make inroads to the furry community is a bit of a nightmare scenario like why is everyone so thirsty. I just like the cute bugs man
Xbox 370 @eblu@wetdry.world
I can't tell if it's the universal one but my sex repulsed ace experience is getting pushed to the point where you're paranoid of everyone online because you only get so much acceptance, there's no way to effectively enforce your specific boundaries on social media, and you have no idea if someone will just suddenly turn around and post something that makes you want to close the app immediately on your timeline
Xbox 370 @eblu@wetdry.world
"web 2.0" "web3" "semantic web" "decentralized protocols" man just let people make websites
Xbox 370 @eblu@wetdry.world
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Xbox 370 @eblu@wetdry.world
@kopper it's like web 2.0 brain poisoning but in the opposite direction
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Xbox 370 @eblu@wetdry.world
@kopper [looks this up] wow this is crazy
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Xbox 370 @eblu@wetdry.world
@driftini yeah that's honestly some pretty jank enforcement, it isn't even against their rules?
Xbox 370 @eblu@wetdry.world
people are really malding over codeberg banning projects that are mostly/completely AI generated huh
Xbox 370 @eblu@wetdry.world
I gotta remember to put these posts on my private sometimes 
Xbox 370 @eblu@wetdry.world
I'm obsessed with that little era of gaming in the early 2000s when realtime 3D graphics were getting good but people were still attached to the old ways of doing things so you had cartoon blorbos running around in photorealistic environments
Or: recounting the tiring saga of getting my car's battery replaced.