2.0 (finally)

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I think there's a bit of a more positive person in there, he isn't hopeless and he's definitely a lot more free and in tune with himself than he was prior lorewise. but I also just need to be "here's this guy, hug him really hard and give him a place to live and be nice to him because I can't envision that for myself right now even if I know what I want"

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I think it's a bit weird because when you make a sona you want them to be the truest expression of yourself. but when I dig and all I get is a bunch of trauma and things falling apart and escapism and struggling within that escapism, and I admit that I really do need help and I can't really help myself, that kind of stuff is just going to be what I base my character on because that's just how I feel about myself deep down. I could file down the edges, and trust me, I tried, but it just didn't really feel right and never stuck. my sona needs to be a tragic mess, but he also deserves love and support even if it has to come from someone that isn't myself

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