"you already know people just DM them!" unfortunately I am terrible at starting conversations and just leave them to collect dust. unless it's about venting or touch starvation. which can get a little much so I don't do that unless they really want it
I think I need to be in a community with more adults in it. not because of nsfw but I think it would help to have people to hang out with that are more emotionally developed than I am
@rebane2001 seems to have a not so great interaction with leaving autoplay audio on (because I wanted to browse people's neocities websites without dealing with weird prompts lol)
not a joke though, but a lot of my posting here has largely focused on the corner of mastodon that I'm in as of recentlyβif you're on bsky and want posts that make sense, go follow @eblu.space
I know all of you have been wanting to see more of Cobalt, but I've felt that I've compromised my artistic integrity over the past year by slowly modifying his design until he became unrecognizable. Going forward I'll be staying more true to his roots! Here's an example of what you can expect:
genuinely I've found a lot of personal growth lately coming from just genuinely wanting to do something myself and not out of spite or trying to prove something to anyone or feeling like I have to. it feels nice
(examines the thoughts I've been having) welp it appears that I've been backsliding into puritanism in an effort to uphold my sex repulsed boundaries again