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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
[clears throat] unfortunately,
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
trying to nudge my coworkers into giving me a more reliable schedule instead of assigning me stuff whenever because I am both autistic and someone who wants to take a break during the workday for once in his life without inconveniencing everyone else
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
wondering if I should just ask someone to come up with an OC for me. all I ever really do is draw cobalt a million times and I think people are getting a bit tired of it. and I might be tired of it too
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I get the dumbest intrusive thoughts sometimes. "I could knock this glass off the counter and it'll shatter everywhere" ??? for what purpose
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
like you'd think "oh just follow your friends" but maybe your friends are really into some stuff that you kinda don't want to be jumpscared by when you're just chilling and you don't want to tell them to stop posting it because that's dumb. so I'm still stuck at square one
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I should try following people again but I genuinely don't know where to start, I don't want to end up exposing myself to a lot of posts that make me anxious again. that's kind of the entire reason why I nuked my following list
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
lately half of linux discourse has felt like this
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
the other half is AI
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
lately half of linux discourse has felt like this
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@adam blender actually. it's gotten substantially easier to work with over the past few years or so
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
what's going to be the "ape holders can use multiple slurp juices on a single ape" of the AI era
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
it's crazy how accessible 3D modeling is these days. when I was growing up the easiest thing out there was Google SketchUp and that was dire
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
it's an ender pea, it shoots minecraft blocks
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
it's so funny how that network is being built by AI boosters yet the people there are clowning on them. go get em I'm rooting for you
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
some very funny drama apparently happening on bluesky:
- some bsky engineer adjacent people make a "top 38 people" voting site that blows up
- someone points out that claude was used and warns people because they don't like AI
- AI bros swarm the post, someone blocks literally everyone that interacted
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
if I can't be smushed cozily by a creature of some sort built like a gigantic pillow or other soft/squishy object then why even bother
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I'm gonna be annoying about this again, I need a Big Freaking Soft Thing to snuggle me tightly to sleep
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
feelin bad about that one discord server that I left earlier this week... I think at least some people enjoyed my presence but I was feeling way too much social anxiety in there so I had to hit the eject button. maybe I'll come back when I've healed a bit
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
everyone's been asking me to collect their pages recently. What's going on
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
just saw a "trans rights are AI rights" post and I gotta say I don't think the struggles of someone trying to assert themselves as a different gender than the one that they were assigned and a bunch of random number generators heavily biased to give the most "correct" response are the same
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