eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
honestly as a repulsed asexual I am EXTREMELY grateful for people who recognize that not liking sex doesn't make me a puritan that wants to ban everything, and people who don't put a bunch of strain on me to be into a million kinks and fetishes or Else. even if I'm stuck in a paranoid state of mind and can't always recognize it
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
rapidly oscillating between "I'm being myself now so that means the people that could never handle me in the first place are gone now" and "I am a terrible person and do not deserve friends"
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@fish the way he talks about how computers should be fun again as the blandest hackerman desktop ever installs in the background
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
hm I have some nuanced thoughts about the Debian AI thing that I'm not really able to put into words yet. for now I want to say that the decision is basically this
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
couldn't put how I've been feeling today into words so I drew it
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I have been cursed not with chick tracts but something far more boring: Max Lucado tracts
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
intense bout of whatever the hell Everyone Is Going To Kill Me Disorder is
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
mastodon will show me "Who to follow" and it's like ten people who haven't posted in over a year
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I'm maybe like one or two steps removed from being the isolated religious homeschool kid stereotype
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I'm going to freaking lose it living here without a car this is awful in so many ways
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Boring Nondescript Little Worm @HuguesRoss@mastodon.art
@roxy i feel the need to shout out Cylinder Man, who now lives in concept art valhalla where he can demonstrate new game mechanics because the people reading my devlogs got attached
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
look, say what you will about Family Guy but I find it hilarious that every time that Walt Disney is brought up in that show they always call out how antisemitic he was
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
idk I'm lacking physical affection. I want to be hugged by a person-sized-or-larger anthro bug because I'm weird like that
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
coming to terms with ash baby being AI generated
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
running on 4 hours of sleep
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
dude I get more attention on my no-longer-posting-and-only-using-it-to-lurk twitter than I do on any platform that I actually use
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
it's incredible how much more inconvenient your life becomes without a car in suburban america. I legit am at the mercy of the gig economy and its massively inflated prices to do literally anything since I legit can't walk anywhere without getting run over
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
what if you wanted your meds but god said
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
honestly idk what I'm doing I feel like I have to apologize for everything constantly sorry
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
obviously I'm going to have some choice words about stuff like people refusing to tag their stuff and the bluesky search algorithm because I want to be able to control what I see online but like. I may be sex repulsed but I'm also sex positive
Or: recounting the tiring saga of getting my car's battery replaced.
