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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
so my options are to either somehow move into the city where public transit actually exists even if it's inefficient or to stay here but have to uber everywhere and get everything delivered
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
ok so I'm evaluating my options. I'd have to deal with the traffic citation that I got and see if I can maybe negotiate my insurance settlement amount higher but the truth is that I'm not going to be able to afford getting a replacement car
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
forcing myself to take a break; I need to learn how to regulate my own emotions instead of asking other people to solve it for me
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@chirpbirb lost the game
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
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I'm honestly really tired. I've been carrying a lot of responsibilities on my back with no support and got subjected to so much peer pressure that I'm both mad at and scared of everyone now. I need help
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@zzt (or something I forgot what the mastodon.lol guy's stance was)
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@zzt thinking about how an entire instance shut down over this just because the admin got tired of it
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
the woke left? where did they go
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
would y'all be accommodating and understanding if I said that I have CPTSD. because I think I might have it
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@ancient_catbus of course bluesky lets you pick and choose what moderators you want to use but considering that they have to deal with Literally Everything on there nobody's really stepped up to my knowledge lol
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@ancient_catbus one of the unsung positives of mastodon/the fediverse as it stands now is that even if there are some bad ones (hi mastodon.art), if you find a site with good moderators they're usually really good at it
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
[looks things up] ok yeah it's cptsd isn't it
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I didn't realize how far nickelodeon has fallen until I checked what their schedule looks like now. it's literally just paw patrol and spongebob and maybe a movie or two if they feel like it
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
either that or I'll just dump some form of linux on this thing
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
this is probably going to sound like a joke but if any turbonerds find the recovery media for the hp pavilion a6767c (2008?) then let me know. the thing currently has windows 7 on it and the installation is broken even though the hard drive is apparently in good shape, the previous owner wiped the recovery partition for some reason
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
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I think I would like Events And Situations to stop occurring so I can at least try to make an effort to get my life together. I'm so depressed and my socials have been reflecting that for a looong time
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
big walk is super fun and I'm already super excited to dive back into it. it's so well designed
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
feelin a bit heated tonight. I'm probably going to stop posting, it's super late anyway
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
subposting an entire website
Bluesky is perfect for people who can't form complete thoughts because anything longer than that would go over the character limit
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Cars suck, pass it on
Or: recounting the tiring saga of getting my car's battery replaced.