2.0 (finally)

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all the tech people talk about how urbit is cryptofascist but I'm still stuck on trying to figure out what the hell they were even talking about

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honestly I just have serial bad disorder. the threat of making another mistake so catastrophic that I lose everything looms over me and I just don't know what to do in response. I wish I knew how any of this worked but I don't so I'm trapped in my little box where nobody hears me

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to be honest I'm kind of running around panicking about everything. I don't know how to exist like a normal person and all of my attempts at talking to people have usually ended in me getting pushed away or ghosted. I'm so confused and isolated someone help me out here

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(if you recognize the names "covenant eyes" and "circle with disney" then uh. solidarity I guess. it's all very scary and confusing)

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all of this might be normal to you but, just as an example, my dad literally installed a tracker on my network multiple times when I was a teenager to pre-empt me from ever watching porn. so no it really isn't for me

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half of my shenanigans lately have been out of being raised in very puritan spaces and then suddenly being exposed to Not that over the past few years and having a very predictable meltdown over not understanding anything

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