2.0 (finally)

MASTODON







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I'm desperate. I feel like I'm stranded and I don't know if any of the people that I talk to are silently giving up on me. can I even trust people anymore???

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I don't know what's socially acceptable, I don't know what people want from me, I don't know what it takes until I can be safe around someone else. I'm stressed out and lonely. I just want to be able to talk to people without constantly worrying about if I messed up yet again

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man screw it it's vent post o'clock. I don't know what people want me to be anymore. every single freaking time I try to be myself I just get thrown to the curb and now I'm afraid of talking to people because I'm inevitably just going to end up losing everyone I meet

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also the near constant rejection. that's why I keep explaining myself on main I feel like I have to run PR for myself constantly or else It'll Happen Again

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I feel like I cannot overstate enough how much the stress of constant instability and moving over the past 4ish years on top of being a neurodivergent adult with relatively little social skills have severely influenced my behavior

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