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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
if I can't be smushed cozily by a creature of some sort built like a gigantic pillow or other soft/squishy object then why even bother
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
I'm gonna be annoying about this again, I need a Big Freaking Soft Thing to snuggle me tightly to sleep
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
feelin bad about that one discord server that I left earlier this week... I think at least some people enjoyed my presence but I was feeling way too much social anxiety in there so I had to hit the eject button. maybe I'll come back when I've healed a bit
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
everyone's been asking me to collect their pages recently. What's going on
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
just saw a "trans rights are AI rights" post and I gotta say I don't think the struggles of someone trying to assert themselves as a different gender than the one that they were assigned and a bunch of random number generators heavily biased to give the most "correct" response are the same
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
genuinely who at discord thought that letting you buy animations for your profile that completely obscures everything whenever someone just wants to check it real quick was a good idea
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
being on social media with (probably) OCD these days is like being held at gunpoint
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
listened to bjork's "post" in pretty much full for the first time earlier except I was being a lazy dork so I experienced it through the official youtube playlist. fear was struck into my heart as a low-quality John Kricfalusi animated music video started playing towards the end
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@snapsjaw ah yeah that sounds like an interesting game to learn. I hope you're making some progress
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
alright enough depression posting what's poppin gamers
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@bigtuffal ahh I think I might be too young and Not A Streamer to be there. thanks for the offer but I think it would be hard to fit in
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@bigtuffal possibly! I'm just trying to Exist Somewhere at the moment because hitting the social eject button is kind of coming back to bite me, I'm all the way back at square one
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
man I am incredibly thankful that I have a personal laptop now because I have had ZERO energy to get on my desktop lately but I still want to do Computer Activities
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
it's not my best foot forward but if you can handle that then you can probably handle everything else on this account 👍
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
hi new and potential followers that suddenly showed up I may or may not have been suffering from multiple mental health crises recently. it's all rent lowering gunshots around here right now
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
this "being detached" thing is making me all cerebral and depressed actually I need to be in some sort of community. but not where I was before because I don't want all that anxiety again
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
ok I'm still not feeling well I need to just Not make any decisions about myself for a while
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@ogre_magi if I don't have anything nice to say then I'm not saying it at all. which amounts to nothing at this point but whatever I need to stop being all anxious and frustrated
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@ogre_magi lol say that to the like fifteen people that have stopped talking to and/or blocked me at this point because I kept incessantly venting at them about problems that I should have been coping with myself instead it's kind of obvious that I just need to shut up at this point
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