eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
honestly I just have serial bad disorder. the threat of making another mistake so catastrophic that I lose everything looms over me and I just don't know what to do in response. I wish I knew how any of this worked but I don't so I'm trapped in my little box where nobody hears me
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
to be honest I'm kind of running around panicking about everything. I don't know how to exist like a normal person and all of my attempts at talking to people have usually ended in me getting pushed away or ghosted. I'm so confused and isolated someone help me out here
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
(if you recognize the names "covenant eyes" and "circle with disney" then uh. solidarity I guess. it's all very scary and confusing)
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
all of this might be normal to you but, just as an example, my dad literally installed a tracker on my network multiple times when I was a teenager to pre-empt me from ever watching porn. so no it really isn't for me
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
half of my shenanigans lately have been out of being raised in very puritan spaces and then suddenly being exposed to Not that over the past few years and having a very predictable meltdown over not understanding anything
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Air to Ground Message:
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Minecraft ebooks @minecraft_ebooks@mas.to@wetdry.world
I cant fucking take it any more! all this killing, all this scavaging, there is nothing left in this fucking state. So this is my good-bye.
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@derFisch (why doesn't mastodon allow you to attach a quote to your own replies)
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@derFisch I interpret it a little differently: https://wetdry.world/@eblu/111905298671825539
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@derFisch and then they start telling people to drop it like hold on a second! I thought you needed that
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@crazyeddie @moshimotsu @0xabad1dea FYI you are being exactly the problem that is being described to you here. it isn't unfamiliar to them, they just don't want to talk about that. it's very normal for people to join communities that don't think the same way as everyone else does, if you think that they're wrong for that then that's gatekeeping
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
just so you know the "I need a soft beast to lay on while they hug me" brainworms are still at large
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owl statue @owlstatue@fedi.hell-labs.net
BETTERHELP IN NAME ONLY, FOR IT IS NEITHER.
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@nelson congratulations, you are more level headed about this than half of tumblr
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@nelson AND we throw in people who make it their life's mission to constantly gossip and dig up dirt on an individual that they don't like until that individual gets banned so it basically becomes hell on earth for everyone involved
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
@nelson it's also connected to the "posting about your fictional incest/pedophilia/rape kinks on main" deal too so it's multi track drifting on "oh god everything about this is going to be insufferable huh"
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
also the drama around patricia taxxon herself which is equally as scary
eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
there's some sort of wacky drama around allegations against the crew behind "the rodfellows movie" between autistic people who like cartoons and autistic people who like patricia taxxon and it's scary
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eblu @eblu@wetdry.world
Or: recounting the tiring saga of getting my car's battery replaced.
